Poetry Pause

The One

I'm just a sorry excuse for a sometimes girlfriend,
Good enough for some things,
but not to really trust.
Tell me u love me,
then throw it away just like me, the piece of trash I am.

I'm the same one that never had a good thing to say,
that never asked how you were doing or hoped to make your day better,
I never actually gave a f*ck about anything you ever confided in me.
I went back and told EVERYONE.

I actually was just using you,
In fact, I plotted on you the first time we met,
to be sure I could come and completely destroy your life.

I never cared about the fact that you drink away your problems,
that you get so drunk you pass out and wake up the next morning to start it all over again.

I never liked your kisses or laying next to you with my head on your chest,
Anything you ever told me, I made sure to judge you about your lifestyle, the decisions you made and the way you chose to deal with your problems.

I never saw a future with you anyways,
I decided to string you along and play with your emotions,
and make sure you got hurt.

When I told you I loved you,
I didn't mean it.

Jk...Jk...

sole intellectual propety and original concept of Cicely N. Carter