Maybe My Pimp Hand Ain't So Strong? & Unemployment Blues

So...I kinda like someone, but it's really not the right time for all that. He is a good person, but something in me fears that while I get my shit together/when I have my shit together, his still won't be...I honestly need a man that is on my level or already at the level I aspire to be! Is it so much to ask??? So maybe I won't be a hot shit lawyer lol for another 4-5 years, but by everything in me, I WILL get there. Hmm IDK, i guess que sera, sera and all that jazz!!! I want to be married BEFORE I'm 30, maybe have another kid or 2 and a career! Can i REALLY have it all?!?

Job news - Waiting to hear back from Bank of America for the PT Teller position - they are apprehensive about my long list of jobs ...well wtf? we live in NY muthafuckin city! lol I had to pay my own rent and bills and buy my own food through college and in order to finish in 4 years I had to find a job that accommodated ME, not the other way around...we shall see.
Benefit Cosmetics @ Queens center mall - Interview for Counter Manager position Wednesday @ 3pm...hoping to kick some ass and land it!It would be a FT position too.

Another month of rent creepin' up on me, I will soon owe for Oct AND Nov. Light bill needs to be paid and cable bill is looming...blah!